There are three keys to documentary filmmaking: a good
subject, a good story line and good luck.
Scott Bloom found all three.
His goal in making Out for the Long Run – a movie
about gay high school athletes – was to go beyond "the regular coming out
stories." Bloom, a former closeted wrestler who had been terrified of being outed,
ostracized or beaten up, knew there were "extraordinary individuals" out there.
He wanted to highlight their accomplishments, and provide hope to LGBT people
of all ages, everywhere.
The first problem was finding those young athletes.
The second was convincing them – and their parents – to be filmed for a
documentary.
He asked organizations like GLSEN and PFLAG for
help. But although he’d produced one film on Metropolitan Community Church
founder Rev. Troy Perry, and another on the "oldest gay organization in the
world" (a motorcycle club), he admits he was "an unknown quantity."
The project stalled. Then Bloom saw a Facebook page
for gay athletes. With permission from creator Lucas Goodman, a Massachusetts
Institute of Technology rower, Bloom asked for volunteers.
He got a dozen or two responses. But some of their
parents objected. Blurring faces or filming in shadows would undercut the idea
of openness. Plus, Bloom hoped to include the parents’ stories too. In the end
he settled on four athletes, with a cross-section of experiences.
When he began shooting, some of Bloom’s old fears
resurfaced. "I worried all over again about being ‘thrown out of the locker
room,’" he says. "But everyone was very gentle to me."
He learned that today’s gay youth "have fewer
hang-ups than my generation did. They define sexuality more fluidly. That’s
refreshing. It gives me hope. I was definitely not as self-aware at that age."
Bloom’s lucky break came when he found Austin
Snyder. The track star was entering his senior year at California’s Berkeley
High School. (The other three athletes were already in college.) He had a
great, supportive family. He was smart, popular and embraced by his teammates.
Snyder’s story would provide a counterpoint to
Brenner Green, a Connecticut College runner whose father had a hard time
accepting his son’s sexuality, and who stopped being invited to team dinners
after coming out in high school; Goodman, who had difficulty coming out to
teammates; and Liz Davenport, a soccer player from Maine whose love for sports
was undermined by the bullying she endured. (She ended up "probably the most
heroic," Bloom says, "after struggling and maturing the most.")
Snyder, a very articulate teenager, lives through
what is in many ways a typical high school year. He desperately hopes to get
into Brown University – but an injury causes both physical and emotional
stress. The usually self-confident
runner wonders if he is being punished for his sexuality.
It’s not easy being a senior – especially when
you’re gay. "I’m a big romantic," Snyder says. "High school is all about the
guys getting the girls. Running helps take away the hurt of not having
someone."
Then Snyder gets the news: He’s into Brown. He goes
from "the lowest low to the highest high." In a scene repeated in homes across
the country, he is giddy with excitement.
But as graduation approaches, Snyder says, "All my
friends are happy and dating. I want that!"
He creates a Facebook group for cross country and
track athletes heading to Brown. He joins another group for all admitted
students where, he says, "all the gay men have found each other."
Suddenly, Snyder finds someone special: a swimmer
from North Carolina. Online they flirt, then talk seriously for weeks. Then, in
a plot twist that would sound unbelievable in a real movie – except it’s true –
Snyder qualifies for a national race. In North Carolina.
Bloom films their meeting. It’s a truly sweet scene.
Later, his new boyfriend gives him a tender pre-race kiss.
The final scene also seems right out of a teen
flick. Snyder delivers a graduation speech at Berkeley High. He talks about
diversity and change, and urges his classmates: "Use your open-minded spirit."
Snyder’s coach says, "Austin’s story gives hope for
what can be."
His father adds simply, "I’m extremely proud of
Austin."
Out for the Long Run is a powerful film. "I never
expected a sports film to make people cry," Bloom says. "But people tell me it
makes them remember the fears and emotions they buried years earlier."
And, echoing Snyder’s coach, it generates hope in
unlikely places. Five rural school districts in Louisiana have bought copies
for each middle and high school. The counseling director will use it as a
teaching tool.
Which means its lessons will be remembered by
students – gay and straight – for a long, long run.
Dan Woog is a journalist, educator, soccer coach, gay activist, and author of the _Jocks_ series of books on gay male athletes. Visit his website at www.danwoog.com.